01.xii.2021

manoel de barros – o apanhador de desperdícios

Uso a palavra para compor meus silêncios.
Não gosto das palavras
fatigadas de informar.
Dou mais respeito
às que vivem de barriga no chão
tipo água pedra sapo.
Entendo bem o sotaque das águas
Dou respeito às coisas desimportantes
e aos seres desimportantes.
Prezo insetos mais que aviões.
Prezo a velocidade
das tartarugas mais que a dos mísseis.
Tenho em mim um atraso de nascença.
Eu fui aparelhado
para gostar de passarinhos.
Tenho abundância de ser feliz por isso.
Meu quintal é maior do que o mundo.
Sou um apanhador de desperdícios:
Amo os restos
como as boas moscas.
Queria que a minha voz tivesse um formato
de canto.
Porque eu não sou da informática:
eu sou da invencionática.
Só uso a palavra para compor meus silêncios.

no livro memórias inventadas – a primeira infância


22h30 it is late and i’ve worked all day. i feel happy, which makes me wonder: is this mania? or just feeling elated for doing what i love the most? does it make a difference?

i opened google now and there is a doodle of seurat. tomorrow is his birthday, what a nice surprise. tomorrow i shall draw something that its following me for quite some time. oh seurat! i have his biography, but didn’t had the chance to read it… everyone points to his pointilism, but besides it, what really draws my attention are his drawings. such texture and smooth transtitions. i have no clue how he managed to make them.

something nice during the day: i was thinking about the little book and had only shasta on the cover. it was the initial idea. then an adition came: aurora in shasta. it will be hard to come a better name than this. i relate to it in so many ways.

i am tired. i already know which poem(s) i’ll read tomorrow.


hans theys – questions about luc tuymans I
free notes:

  • ±13:25 the wish to make an art which is not autobiographical
  • ±19:20 i think artist have to be protected from simplyfied explanations
  • ±23:21 artist claim their freedom // potential freedom // to react against what want to (personal freedom)
  • ±31 awkward compositions from the 16mm films
  • 35 meaning in works of art
    • no meaning to decipher
    • never ONE meaning/intention/message
  • 48 truth is what works // we almost know nothing // conscious ignorance

hans theys – questions about luc tuymans II

  • baudrillard
  • ±05:40
    • liking to make works
    • also impression not to be seen enough
    • to augument reality
    • not noticed by theirs parents; do not exist
    • survival strategy
  • ±22 his works are singular — overexposure // and because it reports about his reality without ever being explicit
    • discard the functions of the brain as creating/disliking reality
  • ±37 not being able to talk about the work. to save/protect the work
  • ±40
    • intuition x choices? both, they aren’t necessarily contradictions
    • everybody does [play the role of the artist]
    • adopt a role, before becoming who you are. you have to become
    • yes, tuymans is a master of his craft, and everybody fakes till she or he makes it.
    • nietzsche: become who you are.
    • you have to create your own scenography.